It’s me. Remember me? I’ve been feeling a bit off-center lately, thought I should get in touch with you again.
My life’s about to be in transition, you know, time for change. These past few months have been pretty good though. Thank you, Universe. I really appreciate it.
The manual labor, the relief of meeting fellow young people who also had no direction or plans, Working, sleeping and eating in the great outdoors, being semi-homeless, it was pretty good for me.
Thank you also, universe, for bringing me to Logan Utah. So non-oppressive compared to other places in Utah. Thanks for bike rides and trees. Thanks for bringing me to the residence of my good friend, who I’ve been able to get re-aquainted with these past few months. Rebound friends are good things. Thanks, universe. It’s been simple, but it’s been happy.
Anyway, universe, I know you can’t tell me what to do next, or where to go, because I have free will and all that. (dammit) But just, I don’t know, send me some clues.
Here. I’ll tell you what would make me happy, and you point me in the right direction, okay?
I want a good job, with good money. Yeah I know that shouldn’t be on the top of my list, but I I think I should probably stop doing these volunteer/living stipend jobs for a bit, so I can save something, for college or world travel (whichever comes first).
I want to learn spanish, so send me some Spanish-speaking friends.
While you’re at it, send me some other friends too. The good, non-shallow kind. And a network of connections, a commune of loving/living-type people.
And I’d like to get out of Utah. So. Anywhere is fine. I mean. You know.
And eventually I’d like to get out of the country. Maybe find somewhere I belong. Do you know where that is, universe?
Anyway, most of all I just want to be happy. And I want my life to be love-centered. Driven by love, not anxiety, or pressure, or boredom, etc.
Help me out, eh?
Thanks again. Talk to you soon.
